[Exactly! So why does it bother him now? Xue Yang has never had any kind of real connection or emotion in his life. There is a fear, in the back of his mind, that if Huaisang and Xingchen branch out, they might find him...lacking. Or they might decide he isn't worth the trouble!]
It's not up to me.
[He sighs and closes his eyes, sorry that he is putting Huaisang in such an awkward position. If they weren't tied up like this, he might have worked out his irritation in other ways.]
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It's not up to me.
[He sighs and closes his eyes, sorry that he is putting Huaisang in such an awkward position. If they weren't tied up like this, he might have worked out his irritation in other ways.]
Is he better?