[He is afraid of happiness this intense; it always seems to precede his misery. But he doesn't want to let fear rule him and so he distracts his mind and body with the impossible pleasure of being inside of his Huaisang. He is so hot and so welcoming! Xue Yang gasps when they reach the pinnacle together and his thrusts are erratic as he climaxes too, spending himself in his lover.]
A-A-Sang...! [He does everything he can to snuggle against him, breathing labored.] Don't go. I just want to touch you.
[Huaisang snuggles back against him, curling into Xue Yang's arms.] Not going anywhere. This is my favorite place to be, safe in the arms of my future husband, filled up with his seed.
I know how that feels. My heart aches sometimes with how much I love you. [Huaisang kisses him again and again, lingering, and then nestles close into his arms, sighing with contentment.] Everything feels right now. I love you. I trust you.
I'm sorry. [He doesn't want Huaisang to ache and yet... He almost does. Then he can understand how he feels. Is that selfish? Xue Yang returns the kisses warmly - trying to make up for his bad nature - his arms curling around Huaisang protectively.]
I would never hurt you on purpose. If this place makes me do something, it's not what I want.
[Huaisang frowns a little, brow furrowing that Xue Yang thinks it's a danger. And yet this place has proven itself fond of making people act against their natures and their promises.]I know that.
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A-A-Sang...! [He does everything he can to snuggle against him, breathing labored.] Don't go. I just want to touch you.
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You're not teasing me, are you, A-Sang? I love hearing you say those things, you know.
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I love you too. A-Sang, it hurts sometimes. I love you that much.
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I would never hurt you on purpose. If this place makes me do something, it's not what I want.
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Is there a part of you that wants to hurt me?
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[He nudges their heads together, closing his eyes.]
Do you believe me?
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[His lips curve - not quite smiling - and he draws one of Huaisang's hands to his chest.]