I find I have... mixed feelings about it. The desire is quite enjoyable, and I like freely having sex. But ... last month I was still trying to remain exclusive to my two partners, who felt that exclusivity is important. So one of those parties resulted in me breaking my promise.
I find that no so much breaking as being forced to do so by chemical means. I am sorry your partners felt it was something that was your fault. I see little logic in that.
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