I didn't realize, either. It surprised me. How long have I been here and yet never had the occasion to realize...
[It's not Dorian's fault, that's the point. Dorian couldn't have known how Huaisang would react because Huaisang also hadn't know how he was going to react.]
I'm sorry, darling. I didn't mean to ruin the mood for us both.
[He tips his head back, trying to blink away any threat of tears. He did ruin the mood, and he doubts Dorian wants to hear him being maudlin. He doesn't want to hear himself being maudlin, especially when he's already having trouble with being alone.]
Do you have ... well, someone to warm your bed tonight?
[Are you alone?, because Huaisang doesn't want to have ruined Dorian's mood and then leave him alone to deal with it.]
A shame my absence brought that about- it was never my intention to make you feel lonely.
[ His apology is implied, because he does feel responsible, but he's also not leaving to to keep Huaisang company and told him so early into their conversation.
Unfortunately, the mood has been killed, there's no doubt about that, but it's not something Dorian mourns. It's still nice to talk to the other man and it's not as though his intention with this conversation was phone sex in the first place. ]
That's alright. We can pick it back up at a later date.
[ Dorian doesn't sound upset in the slightest, gently concerned more than anything. ]
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[ he can hear how sad Huaisang is and it throws him off. They were having such a good time, or so he thought. ]
I didn’t realize.
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[It's not Dorian's fault, that's the point. Dorian couldn't have known how Huaisang would react because Huaisang also hadn't know how he was going to react.]
I'm sorry, darling. I didn't mean to ruin the mood for us both.
[He tips his head back, trying to blink away any threat of tears. He did ruin the mood, and he doubts Dorian wants to hear him being maudlin. He doesn't want to hear himself being maudlin, especially when he's already having trouble with being alone.]
Do you have ... well, someone to warm your bed tonight?
[Are you alone?, because Huaisang doesn't want to have ruined Dorian's mood and then leave him alone to deal with it.]
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[ His apology is implied, because he does feel responsible, but he's also not leaving to to keep Huaisang company and told him so early into their conversation.
Unfortunately, the mood has been killed, there's no doubt about that, but it's not something Dorian mourns. It's still nice to talk to the other man and it's not as though his intention with this conversation was phone sex in the first place. ]
That's alright. We can pick it back up at a later date.
[ Dorian doesn't sound upset in the slightest, gently concerned more than anything. ]
I do, yes.
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I'll go find Zhongli.
Enjoy your evening, amatus.