I don’t believe I know him well enough yet to feel much more than neutral, in either direction.
But I respect the awareness, as a former lawman, to be remorseful of his actions. Every one I’ve ever met has been too enthralled by that little slice of power to actually consider the people that they wield it over. It’s interesting, to say the least.
There you go. That's more than enough. He's very much trying to come to terms with that, and he's still mostly lost. He feels that the harm he caused to the world can never be atoned for, and he wants to be punished for it.
I thought he wanted nothing more to do with you, so it's certainly intriguing that he's been taking more interest in you, including starting interactions with you now. He started off trying to goad you. He wants your attention, perhaps even your ire. One or the other, I think. He either wants you to hate him and denounce him as irredeemable, or he wants ... your attention in more complicated ways. Which would certainly be healthier, and could be very beneficial.
He might be interested in the wax, from your list, and he absolutely would be interested in serving as a cockwarmer. If you can respect him as a man who wants to atone and yet ... command and degrade the lawman a bit to provide some of the catharsis he needs ... well. You'd certainly have no further trouble from him. And he does so very much love to obey. Try some of that corruption kink you mentioned to him. Just remember the respect and atonement as the safety buffers that he needs and you'll do fine.
I know you did just tell me that you're looking to avoid dalliances, but ... when and if and to whatever extent that information is helpful to you, please enjoy.
He's made no secret of that. Over text or at the Halloween party.
It's certainly food for thought, and I thank you for it. I'm not opposed to building a bridge. If it's meant to get there, I'll let it do so naturally.
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I don’t believe I know him well enough yet to feel much more than neutral, in either direction.
But I respect the awareness, as a former lawman, to be remorseful of his actions. Every one I’ve ever met has been too enthralled by that little slice of power to actually consider the people that they wield it over. It’s interesting, to say the least.
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I thought he wanted nothing more to do with you, so it's certainly intriguing that he's been taking more interest in you, including starting interactions with you now. He started off trying to goad you. He wants your attention, perhaps even your ire. One or the other, I think. He either wants you to hate him and denounce him as irredeemable, or he wants ... your attention in more complicated ways. Which would certainly be healthier, and could be very beneficial.
He might be interested in the wax, from your list, and he absolutely would be interested in serving as a cockwarmer. If you can respect him as a man who wants to atone and yet ... command and degrade the lawman a bit to provide some of the catharsis he needs ... well. You'd certainly have no further trouble from him. And he does so very much love to obey. Try some of that corruption kink you mentioned to him. Just remember the respect and atonement as the safety buffers that he needs and you'll do fine.
I know you did just tell me that you're looking to avoid dalliances, but ... when and if and to whatever extent that information is helpful to you, please enjoy.
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It's certainly food for thought, and I thank you for it. I'm not opposed to building a bridge. If it's meant to get there, I'll let it do so naturally.
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