I'm glad. [Huaisang sips at his tea, pleased.] I almost begin to feel rather settled here. With my friends, their temple, my business, my submissive. I almost feel as though I belong here.
At ease might be overstating things. I don't recommend that anyone feel at ease here. This place has a way of tripping up and overthrowing even the most powerful and comfortably-settled LIERs. I feel fortunate in many ways, but I remain on my guard.
Well, as at ease as one might be. [She sipped her tea carefully.] Of course, being on guard is always recommended in any situation. Safeguards are the best defence.
It's true, but I also want to have fun. [Huaisang looks down, chewing on his lip.] A couple of the parties I've been to here have ended in... Well, I'm getting used to being drugged with aphrodesiacs around here.
I went to a party like that recently. I did not know there was such things until it was too late but I managed to make it as enjoyable as I could. Is it too unpleasant? I found my libido...significantly higher than I might have wished but talking to my partner of the evening and being very careful with them seemed to help matters.
I find I have... mixed feelings about it. The desire is quite enjoyable, and I like freely having sex. But ... last month I was still trying to remain exclusive to my two partners, who felt that exclusivity is important. So one of those parties resulted in me breaking my promise.
I find that no so much breaking as being forced to do so by chemical means. I am sorry your partners felt it was something that was your fault. I see little logic in that.
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